A LISTLESS EXISTENCE…

Life is a struggle and had always been for a human being …demurring d best times he had with his loved ones,…This had always sounded very bizarre to me till the time I felt its role in my life…going thro’ the same phase….minors from Monday but unlettered as to the xact course…still sitting here and blogging ….final event on Saturday, d most awaited day,d day which will prove me as a successful or an unsuccessful leader(the day i hv my last xam) …and den comes d day i have to leave for home…so much to do but no proper channelisation of my efforts/thought process till dis minute….this is called a listless existence
Still life keeps propelling me…in no particular direction …!!

LEADERSHIP....

The word seems authoritative but is simultaneously very heavy when enforced….the most commonly asked question in an interview “How do u define a leader?” When d same was asked by my interviewer, I answered very confidently with a scholarly definition that cud never be wrong ,albeit nescient of its de facto meaning..till the time I got an opportunity to prove myself…and realized how arduous it is to be a leader…
A day came when I had to judge my own friends...(with whom i spent the best of my times.. ), knowing how gud they were but ignorant of how good their competitors were!!! moments came when my mind was plagued by dilemma,,,now wat to do?,,,, what road to take?…reject them or simply go and tell them to not compete cuz I fear their defeat or to jus stand by and let their caliber speak for them…since I was there to just announce what they already subconsciously knew about their caliber as compared to other competitors(in spite of which they were trying)…
“Leaders are visionaries with a poorly developed sense of fear and no concept of the odds against them”
--Dr. Robert Jarvik
so what am I scared of??
Soon the results were announced and just a few cud pull through ….but I heaved a sigh of relief, for dose who cud not clear were happy for dose who did…..n my dilemma was solved….

TRIAL RUN..

I always hated blogging…never cud make out how cud ppl xpress dere feelings so openly on such a public grade…but nw not able to understand wat is persuading me to write one…hmmm…lot of mudiness in mind…but one thing is certain….a blog if written on some really good issues cn leave a person in a state of intellection I hope I wud also contribute to the same…but as its jus a start so can’t promise rite now…. ;)so starting with my intro..
I am a girl who always had problem expressing herself….always being asked by frens why don u tell when u like or dislike something!!! never found an answer for dat n still on my way finding out ….
Perfection, music, and art is what appeals to me….when clear with goals,can work indefatigably .A typical Capricorn… very practical in life. An average engineering student…doing pretty well but can do much better in miscellaneous artistic stuff…so hv thought lot of avocations for myself… i guess dats pretty much of it…